I think a fatwa has been issued against me, to insure a slow miserable demise. It is working.
The shrieking and screeching, fingernails on the blackboard sound is very intense. I am quite amazed at how much sleep I am able to get. I wake up and it feels like the world might come to an end soon. It is horrendous at times. Am starting to get more headaches, now. That does not bode well for the future.
Nothing like like feeling super crappy and all alone, everyone thinks that I am better because I went so many places this year. I am getting the payoff for doing stuff but I would never say it was not worth it. I loved being with people again, the few times I was.
I have no idea why I whine so much except that I am afraid, not afraid of dying - that will be the easy part. Getting to the dying is going to be the bitch.
With all these happy thoughts I shall leave and go find my hijab, my my, can't wait. All these stylish choices.
abaya 
niqab
burqa
jilbab
bisht 
thobe
