This is my latest pissing and moaning to myself.

Every time I get excited about life, about a book, about an author, or about exercise, my head hammers me into submission. I watched Chris Hedges on booktv.org speak about his books and his philosophies. He is as close to my belief systems as anyone I have heard in a very long time, if not ever. He knows his subjects in such detail and with the authority of having been there and having done that.
And my head is screaming so badly that I can only hope that I can pull off reading one of his books.
Wish there was a magical being to pray to to ask for help in doing something with my enthusiasm.
Oh, well, life is a bitch.