My day is going but not very well.
I had a wonderful time in Vancouver Dec 18 - Jan 4. Lots of time with Malia and I am so glad that I went. The visit was so overdue.
After all that time on the go and beating the ear noise into submission, almost daily, things were getting pretty bad and then I hammered my ears and brain with the loudest music yet at a Christmas light show on Jan. 2 and restaurants of the very loud category for two more days. Then there was the whole trip home on Tuesday. Then the Handfords came last night for a wonderful visit of 6-10:30 and up this morning for one last ear / brain insult and off they went. My head is at a non-sleeping level but hope it will lessen in 2-3 hours, I only got about 3 hours of sleep last night.
I get to be afraid all over again, my ears are up at a level not seen before, except on a brief temporary basis.
What will happen to me is anyone's guess. I want to just wear out but the intensity of the noise is strong enough that I want to not push that hard.
I am in a mess again, still, forever. It sucks.
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